Introduction

Well hi. This has been a long time coming, at least for me it has. 

I can't tell you how many times I've written this over, changed the format, font, size, structure, replaced words and sentences, over and over, again and again, and now however many times you may think, I guarantee it was more. Trying to make this. Perfect. 

Probably just a coping mechanism, because if I wait for the day until it's absolutely perfect. You and I will both be long gone. Those days are never coming, and I get to save myself from all the self doubts and what ifs. But no. I’ll come to terms with it, and that's why you're reading this now. Cool for both of us.  

The thought of doing something is always more daunting in my head. This is bigger than life, a shadow -like figure that occupies 99% of my brain. It's not until you actually do it, do you realize it wasn't what you built it up to be. 

I think that applies to more than what I'm doing here. I can't even tell you the amount of times I procrastinate doing something because I build it up in my mind. Thinking it's going to take so much time, or be super difficult.  When it's not, like at all. 

So look, here I am actively getting out of my head and just doing it. It's not this big, huge, scary thing if you don't make it. It's simple.

Okay now that I got that out of the way, welcome. I suppose i'll introduce myself. My name is Neomi, I am 22 years old, and I live in southern california. I don't really know what else to say, but here i'll pretend i'm on a first date. I'm an aquarius, I have 3 siblings, my current favorite color is green, and i would tell you my favorite animal but I don't have one. 

So how did we get here? The quick answer is honestly boredom. But it did take more then boredom. Im just a 22 yer old girl who has no idea what she wants to do, trying to follow any interest / passion to see where it leads me. I want to share my life and advice in the best way I know how to express myself, through writing. 

I've always like writing but I didn't know how much I reallyyy enjoyed it until recently. From journals, to the notes app on my phone. Putting my thoughts on paper is a form of expression. Being able to sit down and get my thoughts out of my head and organized on paper is therapeutic. 

The notes app on my phone is my primadonna, I know thats not really what the word means but its fitting. She (my notes app) is the star of the show. Every thought that passes through my head makes it onto my notes app. In one way or another, something I need to remember, or need to do, or want to think about later but cant right now. 

Your going to have to bare with me as I begin, we all start somewhere and this is it for me. 

So stick around. I’m excited to start sharing my life. See whats to come and where it leads.